now turns to
[MaGicaL No LonGer.]
[MaGicaL No LonGer.]
i hope to put some sense into myself at the end of this post. firstly, magicbegins has been with me for a long time. pri 5 or 6 maybe. and i dont know how i got it. well, rather i kno, but forgot how i got it in the first place. anw, i feel very attached to magicbegins. harry potter just had to use it. --". anw.. i suddenly feel that. there is no longer any magic within me. specialty lost~
nt sure why, just lost.
ok onto nxt thing. today sorta rocked.. till 6.45 or so. thats when my day turned into sucky shit. alright. after school, chang song, wei choy,[ there was supposed to be hong shan, but he stayed in school for maths remedial], and me went to study again. at siglap mac. we actually studied omg! its unbelievable. miss chia wouldnt believe a single word of it. "Wei Choy studying? impossible! that'll happen when pigs can fly." wld be what she says, i guess. haha. but we did study. i did my maths homework, got some chinese done.. then joshua came along as i was doing some maths crap.. he sure cld use some tuition! =) so we were helping out. changsong turned out to be pretty good afterall. =). but joshua, dont fret. u'd be just fine. =). anw, weichoy had changsong as a pupil, and me, joshua. for tmr's test, my marks + joshua's marks. then compare with weichoy + changsong's marks. winner gets free mac. i have confidence in you joshie!! =D..
anyway. i called my dad at around 6.15pm. told him i'd be home soon.. maybe around 6.35.. then at 6.27 i called again. told him i'm on my way home now. i live nearby siglap mac u see. so, i just walked home. thinking about how weichoy must be suffering. not to mention the students. they had to solve this super hard maths question. changsong tried and tried. cldnt get it done. neither cld josh. and josh said smt. weichoy looked at question, told us that his ans wrong. he re calculate. den ask them redo. den josh found smt strange. he told weichoy. weichoy look look, said, "wait. the question is wrong." LOL. that was the best joke of the year. both students worked so hard to try to get the question done, and yet they had to redo everything. over and over and over again. it comprised of triangular pyramid [prymid to weichoy! lol], a square [dont laugh u bastard LOL], and a circle. well.. i went off. haha..
i reached home. and i was greeted by my grandfather, my aunt, and my grandmother. haha.. myfather was on the rocking chair, looking all stern and strict as usual. bloody terrorist. he asked me "why so late?!" i told him that, "i called to tell u just now." he was like, "so? why must u be the one helping ur friends with their work? u have ur own time too u know?!" geez, selfish mentality. he just disapproves i think. and is using this as an excuse. damn. well. he asked me to go up and change. den come for dinner. so i did. grownups had to wait for my other relatives to arrive before they started. my sis and me were FORCED to eat first due to lack of eating space. so yeah that was it. after my dinner, i went into my room. i heard my dad arguing with my grandfather.
cant my dad be a little more patient and understand that, grandfather isnt his age anymore. he's 72! come on! let him be can? i mean. he's contented with chatting online everyday, let him be! and dad? dont argue with him can? sian..
well. here it went. i went out of my room into the living room area. from abve the stairs, i heard my dad arguing. and he was cutting my grandfather's sentences. rudeness.. being disrespectful.. impolite.. what are those qualities u taught me dad? and are u living by those very qualities? why do u give impatient answers? i know ur hungry. u always are. have something light if u want to wait for the rest. no point torturing urself waiting for them, and i'm sure they'd understand.. aunt and grandfather, grandmother all said go ahead. but did u? no.. u stubbornly refused. fine then. why get angry with them?! sigh. so i tried to stop the quarrel. i said, "ok calm down and stop arguing." dad, if u had shut up and not answer, it wld have been perfect. you HAD TO give me that STUPID GLARE and say, "none of ur business. u be quiet." i shrugged my arms, threw my hands into the air, then said, "i was jus trying to help." walked away feeling hurt. damn. he disappoints me to the core.
dad.. u did say u have stopped smoking. why do i still smell that stench on u? and are u really THAT addicted to porn? relax a while can? look see. if ur going to treat yeye[grandfather in chinese] this way, i guess i'll do this to u in future. there was this story..
somewhere in the world. i think it was korea. there lived a family of 3. son, father, and grandfather. the father found the grandfather useless, so put him in a basket and brought him up to the hills to let him die there. the son then told the dad, "nxt time when i grow up i shall do the same to u."
anyway. i called my dad at around 6.15pm. told him i'd be home soon.. maybe around 6.35.. then at 6.27 i called again. told him i'm on my way home now. i live nearby siglap mac u see. so, i just walked home. thinking about how weichoy must be suffering. not to mention the students. they had to solve this super hard maths question. changsong tried and tried. cldnt get it done. neither cld josh. and josh said smt. weichoy looked at question, told us that his ans wrong. he re calculate. den ask them redo. den josh found smt strange. he told weichoy. weichoy look look, said, "wait. the question is wrong." LOL. that was the best joke of the year. both students worked so hard to try to get the question done, and yet they had to redo everything. over and over and over again. it comprised of triangular pyramid [prymid to weichoy! lol], a square [dont laugh u bastard LOL], and a circle. well.. i went off. haha..
i reached home. and i was greeted by my grandfather, my aunt, and my grandmother. haha.. myfather was on the rocking chair, looking all stern and strict as usual. bloody terrorist. he asked me "why so late?!" i told him that, "i called to tell u just now." he was like, "so? why must u be the one helping ur friends with their work? u have ur own time too u know?!" geez, selfish mentality. he just disapproves i think. and is using this as an excuse. damn. well. he asked me to go up and change. den come for dinner. so i did. grownups had to wait for my other relatives to arrive before they started. my sis and me were FORCED to eat first due to lack of eating space. so yeah that was it. after my dinner, i went into my room. i heard my dad arguing with my grandfather.
cant my dad be a little more patient and understand that, grandfather isnt his age anymore. he's 72! come on! let him be can? i mean. he's contented with chatting online everyday, let him be! and dad? dont argue with him can? sian..
well. here it went. i went out of my room into the living room area. from abve the stairs, i heard my dad arguing. and he was cutting my grandfather's sentences. rudeness.. being disrespectful.. impolite.. what are those qualities u taught me dad? and are u living by those very qualities? why do u give impatient answers? i know ur hungry. u always are. have something light if u want to wait for the rest. no point torturing urself waiting for them, and i'm sure they'd understand.. aunt and grandfather, grandmother all said go ahead. but did u? no.. u stubbornly refused. fine then. why get angry with them?! sigh. so i tried to stop the quarrel. i said, "ok calm down and stop arguing." dad, if u had shut up and not answer, it wld have been perfect. you HAD TO give me that STUPID GLARE and say, "none of ur business. u be quiet." i shrugged my arms, threw my hands into the air, then said, "i was jus trying to help." walked away feeling hurt. damn. he disappoints me to the core.
dad.. u did say u have stopped smoking. why do i still smell that stench on u? and are u really THAT addicted to porn? relax a while can? look see. if ur going to treat yeye[grandfather in chinese] this way, i guess i'll do this to u in future. there was this story..
somewhere in the world. i think it was korea. there lived a family of 3. son, father, and grandfather. the father found the grandfather useless, so put him in a basket and brought him up to the hills to let him die there. the son then told the dad, "nxt time when i grow up i shall do the same to u."
dad. u may not have put yeye into a basket [doubt he'd fit anyway] but. same concept. please be patient with him. because, if u dont, and disappoint me, ur going to face the same fate. what right do u have to scold ur father? u scold him for not being careful.. for messing up his laptop.. for doing all sorts of funny things. and i cant tell u two to stop quarelling? what logic is this. u scold me like fuck for dropping a chopstick on the table by accident. u overturn the entire bowl of soup and u laugh. saying, "accident". i really dont see why i cant scold u back u know. ur scolding yeye anyway. do u kno how it feels like?!
u disagree with almost everything i do. i change the position of my speakers, and u make a lot of noise. i move my keyboard, u dont like it. i play my guitar at night around 9.15, u say its noisy. i want to lessen the amount of sound produced by putting sponges on the door cracks, u dont allow. i wanna buy my electric guitar, which i can plug my headphones into the amp, u dun allow. dad? an electric guitar wld be less noisy than a classical one. i have headphones. i have the converter. i need the freedom. dad? i bought this classical on impulse purchase. although going through planning, i went out with around 100RM. had to borrow from friends. during church camp. anyway, u wouldn't have allowed me to buy one if u knew did u. why are u so anti-music?! no use at all in life? what the hell?! ur so totally wrong.
anyway.. well.. nothing much that i can think of. jus that.. irah. i kno ur blog has been bombarded by the temasek freestylers. they're not that bad ok? =). maybe a little too protective of their club, thus unable to take criticism, but dont diss them alright irah? and ditto for e freestylers who can find my blog. =). peace.. the freestylers are good at dancing. what can we say? but freestylers, i hope u understand that she really doesnt mean harm. =).. cheers alright?
goodnight..
eugene. the Non-MaGicaL.
u disagree with almost everything i do. i change the position of my speakers, and u make a lot of noise. i move my keyboard, u dont like it. i play my guitar at night around 9.15, u say its noisy. i want to lessen the amount of sound produced by putting sponges on the door cracks, u dont allow. i wanna buy my electric guitar, which i can plug my headphones into the amp, u dun allow. dad? an electric guitar wld be less noisy than a classical one. i have headphones. i have the converter. i need the freedom. dad? i bought this classical on impulse purchase. although going through planning, i went out with around 100RM. had to borrow from friends. during church camp. anyway, u wouldn't have allowed me to buy one if u knew did u. why are u so anti-music?! no use at all in life? what the hell?! ur so totally wrong.
anyway.. well.. nothing much that i can think of. jus that.. irah. i kno ur blog has been bombarded by the temasek freestylers. they're not that bad ok? =). maybe a little too protective of their club, thus unable to take criticism, but dont diss them alright irah? and ditto for e freestylers who can find my blog. =). peace.. the freestylers are good at dancing. what can we say? but freestylers, i hope u understand that she really doesnt mean harm. =).. cheers alright?
goodnight..
eugene. the Non-MaGicaL.
16/9/2004.0011hrs.