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ok first two periods, maths.. usual shit. haha.. ok. den next two periods, pe. lol.x the jc guys came to use hall agn. so no badminton in hall.. sigh. played bball with weichoy and gang. hmmx. denn. dnno what happened la. lol.x i think i try to score isit? den i missed, den limin got ball and try to pass or smt. pass into my FACE. nice sia. lol.x nose pain.. but its ok. den thank god glasses nth happen[ i had to wear them. otherwise culdnt see all the faces. who is who.] after that i took off tho. lolx. dens. recess. went to meimei's stall to look see abit.. ehhs. aft that chinese. do ying yong wen. u kno how boring anot! lol. poor vincent.. talk abit nia liddat liaos. lol. niu was realli angry tho. --" haha.. after that geog. sia la. suriadi pms sia. lol. joshua! how cld u sleep in class dude. lol. make her more pissed onli. purposely one isit? =p. i almost fell asleep too. haha. she damn angry sia. nvm.
den yati's eng period. cool debate ya. lol. abt whether "temasek secondary to move into the homeroom system". i personally think that proposition would win. i also think student majority wld go for homeroom. smt new for a change lar. =).
ok. den aft sku.. like nth liaos. PSL meeting. first one with sec 1s..haha.. wellx. funny. got elected as senior. cool.. dont kno how i can contribute more. haha. i'll go with the flow i guess..
big big rain lor. lol.x den i got caught sia. daaamn fun, shld run in e rain more. lol.x.. think im sick now. damnn. Duty List for thursday and tuesday(teacher's day concert)
Management Joon Tat(I/C) Eugene (A I/c)Co'ordination of trackpot Sound Chor Miang James Pang Media MJ Trackspot Michelle Ang Si Hui Hanee Sham
Lighting
Daniel Ho Wai Khang Backstage Rolland James Tay Wei Choy Shaun Thursday report AVCR 2.15pm. Duty List For Friday MoonLight Rhapsody CO concert Chan Cheong Yew
Joon Tat(I/C) MJ Daryl (sec1) okie. so.. ya. went for a nap. i veri lazy.. shit la. muz get rid of this habit. noo. lol.. ok.. now. at night.
ok.. ehm.. firstly.. i'd like to thank everyone for wishing me a happy birthday.. its in 2 more hours.. =).. i love all you guys.. its all of you that give me that special strength to continue living my life. yeahs.. shit. i got tuition tmr. dunno if can pon anot.. got this rehearsal also.. i try to make the rehearsal stretch as long as possible.. ok.. now here comes the title part. ok.. jus now arnd 7+ or 8.. mr francis tong called. ring a bell? mr francis tong is from temasek junior colledge. basket. i thought he was going to tell me i was rejected. but he said :"eugene, i would like to congratulate you. u've been offered a place in the temasek academy." i was stunned. i didnt kno what to say or do. i just said, "really?" i was like. oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit. this cant be happening. im dreaming. crap. noo.. not just when i got elected into psl senior.. nt when av is in such a state. everything's like. falling apart.. u ever tried eating this.. sponge cake? u pour ur coffee onto the cake.. and its starts diciminating.. or whatever the word is. not dissolving. whatever.. i mean.. it breaks down. and it doesnt go down straight away. it slowly goes down. it hurts u know? when u build up a cca from scratch. it pains the heart. the av crew doesnt kno this yet. those who are going to read this blog? this has been the biggest birthday present ever. an offer into the thru train programme. i think.. i dont kno. guys. this is the situation. joon tat is going to retire nxt yr frm av. if i go for the thru train, i wont be here during ur curriculum time. one less management crew. jt gone, no more management. with these amnt of sec 1s.. how do we choose a person who can make crucial decisions, who can think at e speed of light. who can bear to take punishment, who can take the heat frm teachers, who can organise behind e scenes, who can sacrifice their time for their cca. who can actually spend the entire night doing things like this? who can actually do what me and joon tat have been doing previously. usually its, he chooses ppl, i call. or i distribute manpower to call. recently, its been i choose ppl, show him. approved? call. sec 1s. are u rdy to make these decisions? sec 2s? even the sec 3s. who do you think can actually take over our jobs. i'd really like to find out. volunteers? all of us are tired, none of us are living a life that's a bed of roses. guys? i havent passed a single chinese test this yr except mid yr. then i equalised with a 50 mark for mid yr total. how do i pass my final year? how do i get into the stream i want to?! how do i even kno if i want to go into temasek academy? thouhts fill my mind. i've yet to do so much for the school. so much undone. we need to rebuild temasek av crew. show them that we have the standard guys.. i feel like. by going into the temasek academy, i've disappointed so many people. my seniors.. my teachers.. my friends. although i dont give a damn if weichoy is disappointed or not. i just know that the thru train will definately be better academically. just that.. i have to give up so much. all my dreams. did anyone of you even kno that.. av didnt have cca awardees? i think. either that or its weldon. or smt. dont kno. i dont think i'll receive anymore cca awards. now i look at my award last year. CCA AWARD CEREMONY 2003. MERIT AWARD. in what way have we been doing less than them. i dont see that we spend less time on our cca than them. i mean. the others who got full colours. well. i shant be groaning more to my blog. last note. joon tat, i kno that you probably dont want me to go to this through train thing.. i've been thinking. i dont know either. refer to previous para.. lots of things not yet done. so many things. yet to do. to co-ordinate my veri own speech day. to look back into the empty hall after that speech day, and say. i've done it. to bring the crew back together as one. its just a dream now that i see it. i think. after going into the through train. i dont know about the school stress. work and all that.. how to cope with both.. plus others. like.. outside school shit.. psl.. it club.. sunday.. i dont do no shit on sunday guys.. argh. hope god will lead me through my decision.. somehow i feel that. if i flip a coin. heads for go, and tails for stay. if i get heads, i'd be.. shit.. why.. if i get tails, i'd be.. shit.. why. also. i dont kno. i think i'll be going for. temasek.. academy. throw a farewell party for me to remember guys. loads of things on my mind, my shoulders. im sorry darling. didnt talk tonight. read the blog. shit.. its 11.15. i really want to go down to the beach and shout all the shit out..anws. this is the "best birthday present" ever. thanks. its 45 mins. my last 45 mins of 13 yrs old. 45 mins later, i'm officially 14. goodnight world.. euGeNe |
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