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My Info Name : Lim Fang Jun, Eugene Age : 14 Bdae : 26th August 1990 School : Temasek Secondary.. [Yea man! TMS Rox!]
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
wellx. haha. what else is there to say? =). ok about today.
well. haha. ok. lets start with yesterday shall we? =D. yesterday was teacher's day concert. so we were at school by 6 am.. i had to wake up at 5. and joon tat didnt wake up.. so he found his own way to school. haha. quite ok la hor. dens.. after that went to LJS at bedok with shaun, joshua and germaine meimei. we eat lor.. den shaun and joshua so bad! pang seh sia. i got girlfren ok? valentia rulez! =).. so.. mei went home.. shaun went to his house to take stuff. den came my hse afterward, joshua followed me home. there was supposed to be a bbq at joon tat's hse later in e evening. how we kno.. cancelled. argh.. wanted to go jamming with shaun, joshua, james pang and waikhang one. but jt called. den din wanna disappoint him.. so we went to meet him at marine parade.. onli james pang went home. din wanna eat. lol. dens.. haha. went to eat bk rite? mm.. den after that jt and rolland went to play lan. me and e rest go joo chiat and look for jamming studio.
ok.. cut a long story short, we reached e eurasian community house. but the stupid guy go home liao lor.. damn.. so we went to look for the other studio e guy recommended. at duku road. hee. huiyan lives dere.. mm.. he said at on the top of e coffee shop. wellx. we went to the police post and asked for directions. he said go straight and turn, then u see still road, follow den turn left again.ah well. we didnt find it. ah well.. we said heck care. dun jam liao. tmr den jam. so we went home. haha..
so.. yahs.. today. mm.. it was absolutely wasted! lol.x..
this morning arnd 10, rolland called and asked us if we wanted to go swimming.. we planned the night before u see, so we went swimming.. started arnd 11 ended at 12 or smt. haha. den we all bathe in clubhouse.. den aft that come up my hse. slack slack.. eat.. slack.. den we go out.. jt and rolland went to jt's hse.. me, shaun and josh went to e eurasian community house.. e stupid guy say room under renovations.stupid idiot. he took dwn our contact numbers, i think he thew them awae. lol.. aniwaes. before going into e community house. outside got this ice cream man. e ice cream is cheap, and good. haha. so i bought lor. after e community hse, we go out wanna buy ma. the guy nt there liao! but we wanna buy his one! den we ask a group of workers.. and then followed their directions. and run after the ice cream man like retards. kinda cool. lol. it was fun being a kid once again. to run for e ice cream man and eat his ice cream. haha..
aft that we wanted to go to play lan.. so we tried roxy. e woman told us that no coms.. well. can see. so din go. haha. went to katong mall to visit mom.. den aft that go to pirates. also dun haf. arggh..nvm. so we split up. me and josh to complete the just started geog project, and shaun for home.
at bryan's hse.. do lorx.. lol.x dumb sia. stupid. porno addicts. my entire class. lol.. anws. that's abt all for tday.. i guess i owe someone an apology.
darling,
im sorry i havent been talking to u much recently. ive been wanting peace and quiet without too many ppl nagging in my ears constantly. i resort to my music. my guitar..my subwoofer was my best friend. i wuld hug it real tight and then play some song which is full of bass.and feel. that bass. like anthem #5 [floorfilla]. maan. nothing beats music. =). anws. jus wanna say. sorrie and i love u no matter what.
goodnite..
ewwwgene.
Posted at 12:15 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Monday, August 30, 2004
well.. none of us are living the life that we love now. i mean. most of us are down in the dumps.. crying and all that.. calling out to the emptiness that was once filled with so much love and care. concern. now there's nothing left in that emptiness.
well.. if av's going to be improving, i suggest all of us get out of this "emptiness" and face the real world. nothing is going to happen if we all keep on groaning to ourselves. keep telling ourselves that things are jus going to get worse. we need to do something about this. not just .. talk. we need to.. get together and talk. this is also directed to me. i need to get all this depression off my blog before it spreads any further.
humairah! didnt know i affected u so much. dont worrie kae... i'll visit, and although i wont be there physically, always remember that. i'll be planning behind the scenes. always will be there if anyone needs guidance in training. in anything. and.. u may think i wanted my management post. well. if u refer to my previous blog. i never did want to do management. i'll tell u why. this is going to be a story.
ok. i joined av in the year 2003. when i was sec one. then, av wasnt a cca just yet. it was.. a service to da school. we did it out of our own will. i didnt even have the SLIGHEST notion that i was going to join av. until that fateful afternoon. that changed the entire person i am. this afternoon will be remembered.
*rewinds back to yr 2003*
i went to canteen to see ming jie and kang yu in canteen. they were talking about some interview thing going on in hall. i went to ask them what it was, since they were in same pri sku as me. so i found out that it was this crappy av meeting. i go for what.. also nv say i wanted to join av at first. i nv submit name.. but in the end ky and mj dragged me along. i had nothing to do anyway.
going up to hall, it was empty. we waited at the benches. those blue ones near the funny stair like things? with pullup bars? audience left. yeah. those. we put our bags down.. and then there was this guy that came running over. i recognise him as shaun lin. [now that i know him. i never knew we wuld grow so close.] so he asked us to write our names and classes on a piece of paper. then we wrote our emails too. teles. and e usual. so yeah. no interview. lots of ppl started coming tho. [i can name most of them now. shaun, kang sheng, daniel ho, ansley, sihui, royce, joon tat, rolland, james tay, weldon, cheong yew, huisin, ju ren, kaiming, stanley, philemon, jonathan, edwin, qing de] so the meeting started. stanley was leading. back then i onli knew him, thru the IT club interview. well. he talked lots. i forgot. den i remembered that he did a vote: "should we expel jonathan tay from av?" jonathan was sec 4 in yr 2003. they say he's a giant flirt who only flirts while on duty. now that i know him, i so totally agree. i think the decision was. : yes.
well. stanley took the meeting to an end. he conducted training, and talked to sec 1s. i cant remember the training. too many that year. well. i went home by bus. i took same bus as stanley and joon tat. 13. [back then, joon tat was under sound. and si hui, the comittee member.] i cant imagine av without jt. if si hui had stayed on, i wonder what wld have happened. aniwaes. that was the afternoon.
*back to the future* irah, that was my first day in av. and i was put under backstage. i wanted to do lighting, but was scared everytime i tried to touch the lighting board. ming jie wasnt there. he was at basketball training. back then yar. so.. i was under backstage for a while. things sorta changed tho. in the usual afternoon in control room in yr 2003, shaun told me that i was going to become quartermaster. i was surprised. me? oh me. ok. yeah ok. and stanley whispered to me that exact thing too. i was surprised. and i questioned myself. can i do this? can i cope?
*a few months down the road.*
i cant stand my job. i cant cue, i cant do things right. i want out.
back then stanley was the wise person arnd. saying some things that made lots of sense. he pushed my sense back into me and here i am.
*arnd half a yr later*
sec 2. yr 2004. i cannot do management. why cant i do sound?! i dont feel like doing management anymore. [wait i copy+paste the exact words frm old post.]
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idont know wad to sae le.
aiyahx.. i suddenly dont feel lyk doing management in AV le. i feel lyk doing sound instead.. joon tat.. when i said i dont want to do management animore? or rather : when i said ~ If u can find some1 else to do management, i'd gladly be replaced. being beri frank here ok? i mean.. yaR.. i dont knoe what i mean. hm.x. i mean.. lyk.. can replace my management position can le. maybe make use of some of the available sec 2 ppl? look fer talents yar? den can take over me. i'd be.. so satistfied.. thanks.x.. i suddenly lyk. dont feel lyk. continuing to type. sry to all dose reading.. actually haf lotsa stuff to sae. if i dun slp now, i'll never survive tml. sorrie. nitenite.
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oh well. that was me in the past. i didnt want to continue in management. now i see things in a different light. u might wanna read the post. just look for it on my blogdrive. Friday, March 05, 2004. this url. http://magicbegins.blogdrive.com/archive/cm-8_cy-2004_m-8_d-29_y-2004_o-80.html. and look at the comments. 10 of them. irah. these applies to u. there are many things in life which u wanna do. but. well. read on and apply. i gotta go its damn late. aniwae. i hope that. u will wake up. frm that depression. need anything can call me.
oh ya how to forget?! darling came back frm indonesia today.. hope she enjoyed her stay there. im here to say that i love u my strawberry ice cream!
eugene. the promoted mashed potato.
Posted at 01:12 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
haha. today was pretty fun..
went to sku at.. arnd .. 11.45. haha. wellx. there was supposed to be some alumni talk. but oh well. they came at arnd.. 12+? 1? lol. good thing i had mr oh to accompany me. love u mr oh!. haha...
haha.. wells. i went for lunch when mr oh said i shld. =P so in e end met michelle [psl] at e hall.. short chat, had lunch together.. haha. den everyone like. in canteen. cos onli the two of us ma. den sit like. face to face. like she my girlfrien liddat meh? =P/ so strange. enjoyed talking to u mich! so cuteee! chubby chubby one. haha.
ok.. den they came liaos.. no laptop! haha. so i waited lor. den mr oh was giving physics remedial outside avt.. i jus see see abit. den shirley and joanna walk past. so.. they said hi, den stopeed by to ask for donations. i asked them to sit dwn and started talking. i said i no money. lol. den dey say ur mummy coming liaos. i was like. "har. mummy? oh. qing jun ar" "ya.. coming over soon" so wait lor. den she come liaos. we all sit dwn talk talk. den qing jun donated coins. i was like. " oh ya! i jus realised that i have 1 dollar in muah pocket." so i took out 2 50 cents and donated. haha.. in return, i had stickers. all pasted over my PSL shirt. lol.x so cute.. haha. qing jun counted around 50 of them. hahas..
wells. ok. den shirley and joanna go liaos. went to general office to give their thingies. hahas. left me and qing jun alone.. haha. we chatted lots. like.. the integrated programme.. our lives.. haha. den in e middle the guys came and gave the laptop. so i went in, setup liaos, den go out talk to qing jun agn. did it look like i was flirting?! omg. mr oh at the bench across frm us.. den he like. keep looking over and smiling. make it look like i was flrting sia. haha. den all e teachers or students walking past also give us that look.. that "boyfriend and girlfriend ar" look. haha. misunderstanding ok. NO BF-GF relationship. hee. =P.
aniwaes. went to control rm a while. pack my stuff did a lil cupboard search.. found e cds. lol. den i went dwn to the foyer to help PSLs do e be urself day thing.. haha. until e end of e day lor. haha.. liddat.
hummx. came home.. wow. cousins in singapore! haha. my cousin and her boyfriend came in too. they're old. haha. like 20+? so.. my parents suggest they sleep in the living room. ok lor.x haha. e red sofa is all urs! =D. dun *ehrm ehrm dir ehrm ehrm ty ehrm it. * lol.x.. so.. yah. having a little accomadation problem here. my cousin all wanna sleep my rm. so.. i have 2 beds. one let my girl cousin and my sis sleep. one let my guy one sleep. i sleep on chair lor. haha. dun get e wrong idea. my girl cousin is pri 4. turned 10 this yr ok. haha. the 20+ one sleep outside. wellx. den.. like that lor. so i on chair now. suffering. arrgh. haha. i going to listen later. hear if got some "sounds" coming frm living rm. haha..
well.. today is the first day darling is gone. she's in indonesia.. im going to miss her. so much i already do.. shucks. i hope she comes back soon.. and the first thing im going to give her is a big big hug. love u darling.. sleep well!
eugene
Posted at 02:05 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
joshua. i love you! ur my saviour.
jt. i realli think joshua would do perfect for my post. future president.. well. we gotta try him out. make sure he can cope. otherwise end up like me. den die. he's in canoeing and band. two veri time consuming activities. u have to prioritise josh.. when two clash, u have to give up one. fr me pretty ez. cos usually when IT clash with AV, jt will be there to be my protection. to tell it club that i carn make it. and they listen. but when psl clash with av.. diff thing. i have to bargain. "michelle! can i go for onli abt.. half an hr of e meeting instead? i have av later.." so.. josh. u being the guy u are. i kno u will fight for rights. so.. if u wanna go fr av, be prepared to sacrifice.
ok. lost people? tell u later.. haha..
well. aft sku got two gangs outside temasek sec. cool sia. almost fight leh nehneh. lol.x...
hey what the shit. i fell asleep. i started writing.. last night. now its 10 07 am. argh. lol. ok lets continue.
ok. dens.. aft school, joshua followed me to tjc.. to go and get my confirmation letter.. supposed to hand in by mon noon.. sia la. later i go hand in... damn i think im sick. sneezing everywhere.. fuck.. lol.x
ok .so aft tjc. me and joshua went to bus stop to wait for e 229. nt sure if that side will go back to sku anot.. so.. we did smt a lil crazy. we attempted to walk back to temasek secondary. hey my bag was heavy alright. lol. so we walk walk.. turn the corner into upper east coast rd..walk walk.. den see.. got mobile. joshua was like. " hey my meimei lives somewhere here! but dunno exact place" so i followed him. up the hill.. down the hill. lol. funn.. =D.. so.. liddat lor.. see meimei. got doggy.. lol. reminds me of that time when i live in tamp. got GG. lol.x. chase me arnd e entire 156 lehhhx!! hhaa. nvm.. okies. continuing.
we went back to school. but we took a bus instead. haha. well. at first i thought joshua wuld go training and then go home or smt. budden he stayed to help av wor! so helpful. love u joshua!! well.. setup.. used seco.. liberty.. and promic, as base station. liberty and seco both are amp-cum-speakers. fun sia. lol. so damn heavy. haha. wells. we took arnd 2 hrs to setup. dunno why lehs. haha. but in e middle of e setup i saw lots of ppl slacking so i went to join joshua for a lil gym for a while. haha. den fun lor.. haha. train a little.. den setup.
well.. setup.. tape cables.. all that. haha.. in e middle, joshua went to 7-11 to get some stuff for us to drink. he bought bowl noodles for himself.. hot siaa.. i choked on e chilli. lol.x so.. i bought a 1.5L coke. and a 150ml sprite ice. my favourite meimei, germaine, so evil! haha.. take my coke. take my sprite ice.. den my other meimei, qiu jin, another evil one.. lol.x. wad did u call e coke agn?! pang sai water or smt like that. haha.. aniwaes. alot of my sprite ice went down ur throat ok?! haha. a lot of my coke went down EVRYONE's throat. haha.. so fun yar.
dens. setup finished.. had a little little bit of bee hoon. but i din eat much cos. i drank alot of coke lar. den damn full.. culdnt eat.. so liddat lor. hahas.. last night got gastric lei. haha.. aft e "dinner", me and jt.. went to control room to get our clothes. waited for mj. den jt countdown veri accurate.. haha. we went to the den's toilet. guys one.. jt and mj bathe first.. den.. jt finish quite quickly. i only brought my facial foam.. gel.. and of course, av "uniform" which is av shirt and long pants. lol.
lent jt my facial foam.. he comes out, i go in. only have two cubicals. and mj takes long time. haha.. e water was dammmn cold lor! lol. haha.. funfair sia. bathe bathe.. den i finish liao hor, mj haven finish yet sia. lol.. he powdering himself.. haha.. funny. nevermind. =D relax. haha. so end up arnd 7.20 liaos.
received call frm joshua. "eugene.. how to turn on fountain lights. none of us knoe.." " ask cheong yew" "ok. *pant pant* he doesnt kno" "oh shucks. i'll be right down to see what i can do abt it" "ok." *beep beep*
so me and jt chiong to control room. i dunno abt mj leh. lol. i throw my shirt an shorts, OH fuck. they're still in muah bag. --". ok. nvm. i throw my facial foam, shirt and shorts on my bag. take gel, chiong toilet. gel gel abit, ok liao! chiong!! go back cr last time. with jt. throw gel on e heap of m clothes, den locked up with jt. we culd hear the CO playing already. damn. started liao.
we chiong down. go liaos hor, den.. listen to them play.. ehh.. meimeis! wanted to hug u all and encourage u all, u all disappear where?! diao. maybe i late lar. haha. sorrie. =P. aniwaes.. listen.. den mj go and do mic changes.. feedback a lil here and there.. ok ok la. =P. but got lighting problems at first, the co members cant see their pu[scores] so..we used the cycoramas. fun! haha. long time nv use that one liao leh. p. veri damn bright. well.. put on ground level also no use, cos the chairs will block.. den the ppl sit down also shadow until wad liao. so we put it up at the "LIGHTING CONSOLE" aka cy's area. haha. cool...so.. it went quite well..
end of concert. "and we'd *SHARP FEEDBACK* oww.. we'd like to thank the av crew for their utmost professionalism." we, being the av crew, clap clap clap. i scream.. scream.. den i realise i the onli one screaming. argh. lol.like. all looking at me. =p. aniwaes.. joshua, they thanked us. thats good. lol. I LOVE CO! LOVE CO! they're like. the only cca that gives us credit. after a performance.. lol. i love co. not a joke.. lol..
aft the performance.. argh packup. well. =). me and josh went to art rm there.. wanted to look for meimeis. den hug them. but they having briefing or smt.. so we chiong back to the ampitheatre.. packup. saw germaine leh. haha.. wanted to go and hug. budden like veri awkward. aniwae her parents are waiting at e foyer or smt. haha. so let that go. den packup. i think i was in hall when qiujin pased the fone to chormiang. so din get a chance to hug her. haha. nvm.. packup.. intro joshua to some equipment.. that reminds me. i need to be in school.. noo.. lol.x at 11.45 to do av. well. ok then. i blog finish first. i nid to put joshua on duty for teachers day..
well.. ok.. den we went to bedok mac.. eat.. lol. i think stomach cramp veri pain. gastric paiins. lol. nvm. now ok liao.jus hungry. ok.den joshua's mom sent me home.. so cool. thanks..
ok ok. now for feelings. i think last night was done ok. not say.. excellent. but ok. cos got fb and more fb la. lol. gt one part emcee mic leh!? aww.. ming jie... orr horr.. lol. ok la.
den joshua. finally. u joined av.. tentative as it is, i dont think u'll leave. lol. its gonna be fun. =P.but u have to get used to not getting credits la.. =). do it for ur own guts, ur own pride. yaya. haha. if u have any questions can ask me or jt.. argh well. just a slight overview for u. if u wanna ask questions for diff departments, can look for these ppl.
sound: joon tat, chor miang, ming jie.
lighting: daniel ho, wai khang.
media[is this going to be abolished or what?]: ming jie, daryl.
backstage: rolland, wei choy.
followspot[trackspot]: si hui, michelle.
management: joon tat, me.
anything abt av can ask these few listed above. shld be able to ans ur questions.
oh well. i'll post agn tonight. fuck gonna be late. cya people. oh yes,
darling leaving for indonesia today. coming back on sunday or monday.. going to miss u like what.. crazy.. insanity.. argh. jus going to miss u so much.. muakx.. i love u..
eugene.
before i forget, i wanna thank joon tat. for saving me. i think if had not said STOP, i wuld have been run over by that car. thanks joon tat.
Posted at 12:16 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
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Friday, August 27, 2004
hummx.. today was quite a cheerful day.. haha..
go to sku.. walk into canteen nia got kim and huiwen scream happy birthday liaos.. den han yang realised it was mi bday.. =). thanks hor! =) haha.. den.. ehrm.. went up to class.. was greeted by audrey with a happy birthday.. den weichoy and e rest of e card players were like: fuck you la eugene.. go for through train liao lor.. lol.. den aft that changsong point middle fingie. so i point lor. so we point until damn long. den dunno why one of us stop pointing.. melvin [as usual in our class] almost had me early in the morning. oww. good trick with that pepsi cola shit. lol.. den went dwn lor. almost died in the office store too. haha. i escaped.
well. lesson time. CE. basket. ask ms lee get new audio cable.. lol.. in e end have to twist the audio arnd the RBG head. den will have sound. lol.. ingenius. =D..
den geog. ok. suriadi not so pms today. good. haha..
recess............. zz..............
science.. wah.. ca 5 or 6 ah. lol. damn funny. what is active transport. it is the forced movement of nutrients and water frm the soil into the plant through its root hairs, then up its xylem and phloem into the leaves where they produce food rite? sia la. that day teach active trans i kena gastric flu nv come sku. nv learn sia.. i remember lor.x.. lol.. wells. i asked weichoy on the night.. so i guess it went smt like this. lol.. and then. the balancing equatns soo easy! =P.
aft that maths.. wah so fun! learn new thing liao. wad.. TOA CAH SOH. tangent = opposite / adjacent. cosine = adjacent / hypotenuse. sine = opposite / hypotenuse. correct anot? lolx.. ive been paying attn ok.. lol.
eng.eng was boring! sry ms yati. but it was! lol..
aft sku... went for psl senior meeting.. lol.x caroline! my face and HAIR! it was GLUE wasnt it.. i saw the bottle of adhesive on the whiteboard thingie.. ee!! evill.. lol. my hand.. was sticky. eew.. anyways. thanks.nice way of welcoming me to my first senior meeting. haha..thanks for rememberin my birthday..
den.. went to hall for e teacher's day rehearsal.. wah. cool sia. today onli got one guitar amp, no drums. lol. fun fun fun. the other amp at my hse, i bringing to sku tmr. =).. ok.. denx.. well.. nth much. thanks caiyun for the prezzie!! so cute the winnie e pooh!! =D haha.. ok.. wellx.. den i went home..
dinner.. den.. went swimming agn.. a short swim this time.. haha.. half an hr. now i can feel the strain on my muscles.. whoa. lol.. so. yeah. den went home..
bathe.. talk to ran.. den go and cut cake!! =D touching memory. lol.. i got the pics. just hate my img host. lol.. ripway hummxx. nth to say. haha. well.. veri nice cake aniwaes. LOVE YOU DAD! =) and of course, MOM!
hee. ok. now comes e serious part.. wellx.. here goes nth
alright. lots of u may hate to read this part. u say its boring. its crap. its fucked up. its all ur own opinion. i feel the need to write it all out so that the world will know our plight. so that greeenhouse gases will stop polluting the environment. STOP SULPHUR DIOXIDE! nah. kidding. ok. i mean.. the thru train thing. lots of pollution gonna be left behind..
ok..well.x.. here's my final decision.. im going for through train.. i decided that u guys can rebuild av without me. i think. i'll be here to provide any support that u guys need alright. i'll be back at least once a week. i'll try my best to do so. jus tell me when meetings are held and so on and so forth. lol..
ok?, well.. av. i cant bear to leave av in this state. but.. i think it'll be foolish of me to waste away such a chance to go into the through train just for av.. i dont know. some of u may prioritise av before studies, but im not one for that. i kno that my academic results is what i shuld concentrate on now.. ah fuck. lol. need to sacrifice smt.. i wanna start my life anew.. want to make sure av never reached this pit.. want to get out of PSL.. out of enterprise.. no more IT clubbing. then my life. wld be so much easier..
ok.. i dont know how to tell the PSLs.. imagine. "Hi Shuyu! i wont be in temasek sec next year, so good luck! cya!" lol.. howw?! damn.. hope a fellow PSL reads this blog and conveys the message to the seniors for me. otherwise i'll tell mr oh myself. lol....
it club.. well. slack la. can one la. micromouse will survive without me..
ok.. den egnaro. orange spelt backward. damn.. just when we merged with shirley.. i have to go.. can joanna cope alone? i hope she can.
this is it.. i agree. i have to get into the through train.. leave all the problems behind and dont care about them. leave av in a crumbling piece of shit. leave it club. well. lets not talk abt it. leave egnaro to fend for itself without being there to offer a hand. leave PSL. never to help again. but that wuld be selfish of me wuld it? thats why i'm not doing any of these. im going to makes things straight with the last 2 or 3 months left in temasek secondary. then i'll move on.
ming jie. find courage in urself to speak ur mind. not being too direct is one way to help reduce "cockyness" although i think u improved lots since last yr. keep it up.
wei choy. u probably will never read this, but please... be serious la..
humairah.. stop finding new boyfriends! well. i cant help it either. i kno the feeling. i'm in e same state as u. jus that i dont break up as often. no offence.
weldon. study hard for ur o levels. dont bther abt av.
wai khang. please. please. i beg u. dont slack during events liao. tell sabri that.
daniel ho.. pls teach wk all u kno.. nxt yr he doing liao..
michelle. take good care of ur followspot. and ur fellow trackspotters too. u have lots of ppl to train.
rolland. do us a favour and smack wei choy once in a while to push some sense into him.
joshua.. study hard! dont sleep in class.. and dont get too rejected by girls..sucks.
dominic. stop being so direct and down to earth can? try to realise that not all of us are as perfect as u.
vincent. dont learn frm dom.
ruiwen. stay cute.
jacob.. stop screaming in class for no reason!.
aisya and miza. stay cool.... and a virgin.
changsong.. continue playing ur guitar alright.. stay strong. and i mean physically.
bryan. cut down on food and porn la u horny bastard. LOL! I REMEMBER SEC 1. who remembers? bryan the horny bastard. back then there was sarat. damn i miss him.
ok. thats abt it. almost last one.
sec 1s in av. pls. learn. from. ur. seniors.
joon tat.. i dont blame u for pushing all the work to me. but i just cant find a junior to push all the work to.. ever since sec 1, ive been calling and calling and calling over and over agn.. planning. doing management. well.. all is gonna end soon. on a good note, i hope.
goonight people..
eugene
Posted at 12:41 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
wellx.. today. haha. 26th august.. my birthday.. thanks to all those who made it such a special occasion.. i forgot how i celeb[ed] my bday in sec 1.. jus that i'll remember this bday bash for a long long tym. =P.
aniwaes. mixed emotions abt today.. wellx.. if u think abt it, today is the last day im confirmed in tms. from tmr onwards, when i get the confirmation form at tjc, i'll be confirmed leavin tms.. everything gone..
i need to think things over. real well.. im going off to the pool.. anyone wanna talk to me can call +6591000126. Eugene Lim
cya guys later.
eugene
Posted at 09:04 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
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Big Big Big Big BIG birthday present.
ok look at the title. seen? good. now im not going to talk abt that now. later in the post i'll comment ya.
ok first two periods, maths.. usual shit. haha.. ok.
den next two periods, pe. lol.x the jc guys came to use hall agn. so no badminton in hall.. sigh. played bball with weichoy and gang. hmmx. denn. dnno what happened la. lol.x i think i try to score isit? den i missed, den limin got ball and try to pass or smt. pass into my FACE. nice sia. lol.x nose pain.. but its ok. den thank god glasses nth happen[ i had to wear them. otherwise culdnt see all the faces. who is who.] after that i took off tho. lolx.
dens. recess. went to meimei's stall to look see abit..
ehhs. aft that chinese. do ying yong wen. u kno how boring anot! lol. poor vincent.. talk abit nia liddat liaos. lol. niu was realli angry tho. --" haha..
after that geog. sia la. suriadi pms sia. lol. joshua! how cld u sleep in class dude. lol. make her more pissed onli. purposely one isit? =p. i almost fell asleep too. haha. she damn angry sia. nvm.
den yati's eng period. cool debate ya. lol. abt whether "temasek secondary to move into the homeroom system". i personally think that proposition would win. i also think student majority wld go for homeroom. smt new for a change lar. =).
ok. den aft sku.. like nth liaos. PSL meeting. first one with sec 1s..haha.. wellx. funny. got elected as senior. cool.. dont kno how i can contribute more. haha. i'll go with the flow i guess..
big big rain lor. lol.x den i got caught sia. daaamn fun, shld run in e rain more. lol.x.. think im sick now. damnn.
Duty List for thursday and tuesday(teacher's day concert)
Management
Joon Tat(I/C)
Eugene (A I/c)Co'ordination of trackpot
Sound
Chor Miang
James Pang
Media
MJ
Trackspot
Michelle Ang
Si Hui
Hanee
Sham
Lighting
Daniel Ho
Wai Khang
Backstage
Rolland
James Tay
Wei Choy
Shaun
Thursday report AVCR 2.15pm.
Duty List For Friday MoonLight Rhapsody CO concert
Chan Cheong Yew
Joon Tat(I/C)
MJ
Daryl (sec1)
okie. so.. ya. went for a nap. i veri lazy.. shit la. muz get rid of this habit. noo. lol.. ok.. now. at night.
ok.. ehm.. firstly.. i'd like to thank everyone for wishing me a happy birthday.. its in 2 more hours.. =).. i love all you guys.. its all of you that give me that special strength to continue living my life.
yeahs.. shit. i got tuition tmr. dunno if can pon anot.. got this rehearsal also.. i try to make the rehearsal stretch as long as possible..
ok.. now here comes the title part. ok.. jus now arnd 7+ or 8.. mr francis tong called. ring a bell? mr francis tong is from temasek junior colledge. basket. i thought he was going to tell me i was rejected. but he said :"eugene, i would like to congratulate you. u've been offered a place in the temasek academy." i was stunned. i didnt kno what to say or do. i just said, "really?" i was like. oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit. this cant be happening. im dreaming. crap. noo.. not just when i got elected into psl senior.. nt when av is in such a state. everything's like. falling apart.. u ever tried eating this.. sponge cake? u pour ur coffee onto the cake.. and its starts diciminating.. or whatever the word is. not dissolving. whatever.. i mean.. it breaks down. and it doesnt go down straight away. it slowly goes down. it hurts u know? when u build up a cca from scratch. it pains the heart. the av crew doesnt kno this yet. those who are going to read this blog? this has been the biggest birthday present ever. an offer into the thru train programme. i think.. i dont kno. guys. this is the situation.
joon tat is going to retire nxt yr frm av. if i go for the thru train, i wont be here during ur curriculum time. one less management crew. jt gone, no more management. with these amnt of sec 1s.. how do we choose a person who can make crucial decisions, who can think at e speed of light. who can bear to take punishment, who can take the heat frm teachers, who can organise behind e scenes, who can sacrifice their time for their cca. who can actually spend the entire night doing things like this? who can actually do what me and joon tat have been doing previously. usually its, he chooses ppl, i call. or i distribute manpower to call. recently, its been i choose ppl, show him. approved? call. sec 1s. are u rdy to make these decisions? sec 2s? even the sec 3s. who do you think can actually take over our jobs. i'd really like to find out. volunteers? all of us are tired, none of us are living a life that's a bed of roses. guys? i havent passed a single chinese test this yr except mid yr. then i equalised with a 50 mark for mid yr total. how do i pass my final year? how do i get into the stream i want to?! how do i even kno if i want to go into temasek academy? thouhts fill my mind. i've yet to do so much for the school. so much undone. we need to rebuild temasek av crew. show them that we have the standard guys.. i feel like. by going into the temasek academy, i've disappointed so many people. my seniors.. my teachers.. my friends. although i dont give a damn if weichoy is disappointed or not. i just know that the thru train will definately be better academically. just that.. i have to give up so much. all my dreams. did anyone of you even kno that.. av didnt have cca awardees? i think. either that or its weldon. or smt. dont kno. i dont think i'll receive anymore cca awards. now i look at my award last year. CCA AWARD CEREMONY 2003. MERIT AWARD. in what way have we been doing less than them. i dont see that we spend less time on our cca than them. i mean. the others who got full colours. well. i shant be groaning more to my blog. last note.
joon tat, i kno that you probably dont want me to go to this through train thing.. i've been thinking. i dont know either. refer to previous para.. lots of things not yet done. so many things. yet to do. to co-ordinate my veri own speech day. to look back into the empty hall after that speech day, and say. i've done it. to bring the crew back together as one. its just a dream now that i see it. i think. after going into the through train. i dont know about the school stress. work and all that.. how to cope with both.. plus others. like.. outside school shit.. psl.. it club.. sunday.. i dont do no shit on sunday guys.. argh. hope god will lead me through my decision.. somehow i feel that. if i flip a coin. heads for go, and tails for stay. if i get heads, i'd be.. shit.. why.. if i get tails, i'd be.. shit.. why. also. i dont kno. i think i'll be going for. temasek.. academy. throw a farewell party for me to remember guys. loads of things on my mind, my shoulders. im sorry darling. didnt talk tonight. read the blog. shit.. its 11.15. i really want to go down to the beach and shout all the shit out..anws. this is the "best birthday present" ever. thanks. its 45 mins. my last 45 mins of 13 yrs old. 45 mins later, i'm officially 14. goodnight world..
Posted at 12:19 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
argh so long nv wear glasses to sku.
wellx. tonight veri tired. wna sleep early, so gonna be a short blog.
okies.. morning.. took less time to prepare. no more contacts. haha.. wellx. go to school in my glasses. den i go out of car hor. basket. so long time nv kena this blur shit liaos. lol. all arnd e turned foggy. quickly take off glasses. saw jiakai at e traffic lite. walk to classrm block with him. den on e way up.. i wanna apologise to anyone who wave to me and i never wave back, to anyone who say hi to me and i nv say hi back. i today blur blur one, cant see anything either. my myopia arnd 300+. aestic arnd 200+. that one right eye. left eye arnd 475 myopia, and aestic arnd 200 also. so degree quite high lar. =D. denx.. cant see e faces lor.x. so paiseh. sorrie hor. hee.
argh.. so manie ppl say i look horrible with specs.. den vanessa had to go and say: gee. u look nerdy again. lol! haha..
ok. den art class. wtf? weichoy! dont argue with us on religion ok? anyways.. christianity isnt a religion! its a relationship with God! although e government does classify it under religion, well it has to be classified SOMEWHERE doesnt it? =). religion has rules, christianity, no rules. jus believe and have faith. hee. rules!
maths.. hmm.. pythagoras theoram or smt. spelt wrongly i think. haha. c²=a²+b².. haha. fun siah. =P
chinese test. arrgh gonna fail agn. not gonna talk.
den science. had more balancing equatns. wtf.. lolx. so tired liaos. carn do anymore =P
ok. that was end of sku. art 4 periods, recess, maths 1p. chinese 3p. science 1p. den got break for 1p[half an hr] lunch break la. cos later got contact time. lolx. arrgh.. i never knew it wuld be this fast. i still remember last yr shaun and jt were talking abt their choices of sub. combinations. lol.x.. aniwaes.. i think im pretty settled. its either Bio + Elective History, or i dont take an 8th sub. hees. anyone wanna comment? =D
uhmmx.. aft sku IT club.. dens veri mesy lars. went off early. nth to do seh. den. yah. mj! =D. relac ok? haha. it'll go well on tuesday.. jus thrust it into God's hands. he'll do everything! haha.. ok. mus believe yar. =D. okies.. girlfren problem? talk to her lor.x well.. if all doesn't go well.. then.. dunno abt ur point of view larx. but i find it no point trying so hard to love someone if the person is jus not being reasonable yars. =)
wellx. today darling nv msg me much.. mb she tired. dunno lar.x hee. she slept early? hee. dowan disturb her. =D... oh ya.
i got new meimei! =P. hi VALARIE mei. =P lol! i never expected things to turn out like this. shit man. i remember that time at mac. 1 bomb, 2 bomb, 3 bomb, BOOM. den still got that stupid 1, 2, 3, stare. basket sia. patricians u go and stare at them. retarded valarie. lolx. aniwae. hi mei. =P. changsong! i in same boat as u liaos. =P
okies.. well.. not a short blog, like i said it would be. this is an average sized one lar hor. haha. wellx.. nite to the world. love u lots sugar!
eugene
[2 Day Countdown to Birthday]
(and science and geog test. siiigh.)
Posted at 11:52 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
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hummx..
lolx.. germaine jus called me. and she was askin me. what did u do to julian arh? he come and apologise u kno? loL! so funny rite. ok so u guys are lost now? =) here goes.
during recess.. queuing up for food with weichoy and joshua.. dens. germaine come over and keep beating me. lols. she was like,"he beat me leh. he beat me leh.. so pain leh.. he pull my hair.." lolx.! so we were asking.. what happened? den she say.. wad.. julian frm 1/4 go and bully her.. so we buy food liaos. go back to class table. got changsong. `grin. haha.. he happened to kno this julian. so. yar. haha. we went to the sec 1 area. carn find 1/4 larz. nobody there sia. den we go to the stalls. ask arnd. dun haf leis. den go to academic block lor.x so. yar.s haha. went up to 4th level instead of 3rd. sec 1 lvl yar. den we go 1/4.. ask the 1/4ians where and who julian was.. den dey say he nv come up yet.. so we wait lor.x changsong kno him.. so he look arnd then pointed out to him. den he go into the class...
weichoy: oie who here is julian ar
julian turns arnd
weichoy: who is julian?!
weichoy: you rite!?[points to julian] u give me come out.
me: ya. u rite? come out.
julian walks out like damn paikia liddat.
me: u bully who ar[in chinese]
julian: har?
me: who did u bully[in chinese]
julian: can u like. speak english?
me: who did u bully
julian: i din wad
weichoy: try to bluff sia. u bully germaine rite
me: ya lor.
julian: no wad.
me: u pull her hair and beat her rite
julian: no wad.
weichoy: den she say u bully her?
julian: not me! its some other guy! [forgot name]
me: budden..
julian walks back into class
weichoy: oie. u go in do wad. come out.
julian dao.
weichoy: oie. u dun come out i go in u kno
julian dao.
weichoy: i realli coming in liao ar.
julian dao.
weichoy: damnit la.
me: leave it alone lar. aft sku or smt.
weichoy: i going to slam the door
weichoy walks to windows, slams the window panes and the door.
weichoy: u watch out.
loL! that was all! so bad rite. lolx. haha.. i nt usually liddat one. but ppl bully my meimei leis. how.. lol.x. changsong and joshua can look pretty intimidating if they want too, but i was smiling as i talked to julian. so was weichoy. haha.. anyway.. surprising lei! julian went to apologise to germaine lei! wah. haha. din kno we had the shit to do it. haha.. fun.. =P muz do it more often. lolx. btw. julian basketballer lei. all paikia one.. i scared offended the rest of dem. like welsonn.. edwin all this. den wenbin all this. later sec 4 julian come look for us den we die liao lor. =P.
ok. abt today. i went home aft sku. saw qingjun boarding the bus.[even if weichoy reads tis, shut up ok. i nt jioing her or anything. i love my darling ok!! even if qingjun is cute.. well. =P. i'm being a loyal boyfriend here.. =D.] so went to sit wif her.. she was going to library to "study". so her mummy says. haha. den wad. add me to friendster ya?! lolx. use com the entire tym rite.. basket. lol.x haha. ok.. den went home.. whee. play gb with my cousin. den... eat eat.. go out to siglap.. get glasses. haha. i got sick and tired of my lenses.. haha. troublesome. so maybe nxt time i post pic. =D. yeahs. haha. new glasses.. sorta not used to it. nt been wearing glasses for long periods of time recently. haha.. wellx. yeahs. thts abt all yar.
sleepy.. headache too. maybe the glasses. haha.. nite! haha.. love u baby!
eugene
[ITS A 3 DAY COUNTDOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY...]
Posted at 12:13 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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Monday, August 23, 2004
zzZ..haha..i'm boRed!eugene sleep liao..he offline liao..hahax..so i think u guyys know who i am lerz ritee??hahax..i am..valEn!ValentiA laR..lol..
lol...haiZ..i dunno wad to saE..hahax.erm..erm.. i dunnoo wawd to write!!really!!haizz..eugene..lalalala..-think think-..i thinking abt myselF,how i will look like when i 16..how i look,how i act,how i dress bLah bLah bLah!..lol..okae...now 11 le!!okok..i need to sleep le..cyA!
btw..dAr!sry!!i realliE dunnoe wad ter write..paisehhs..muakxx!i luv ya!!=)
Posted at 12:01 am by MagiCbeGiNz
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