 |
 MagiCbeGiNz
My Info Name : Lim Fang Jun, Eugene Age : 14 Bdae : 26th August 1990 School : Temasek Secondary.. [Yea man! TMS Rox!]
|
 |
 |
 |
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Sunday, August 08, 2004
ooh.. this post is gonna be abt today!
haha. before "today".. i'd like to say, yes mj. i agree with ur tag. tho it shuld be under COMMENTS and not TAGBOARD. lol.
right.. onto today. =). well.. morning wasnt much.. my cousin and uncle drove back into malaysia. rammed some shattered.. then guitar playing a while.. well. the morning just passed so slowly =D. haha.. had lunch.. blah blah.. waited for marshall's dad to pick me up so that can go to suntec for New Creation Church live band recording! eek!!!! UNFAIR! the 7-9 pm time slot got to sing one way! arrgh! why 4-6 dun haf! noo!! haha.. well.. regretted not going for the 7-9.. yet didnt regret at all =). goes like this:
well.. after praise and worship. there was more praise and worship. then praise. =D. well.. yeah. haha. that was live recording. dismissal was funny tho =D. haha.. we went to music clef again.. we're now regulars. haha.. cool anot? =p. we messed a bit.. marshall, david, david's friend, ming jie.. they were in the drum room. yeah. me and randford were browsing thru guitars as usual.. then david came over to the guitar room. yeah. me and randford were in there.. well. yeah. 3 of us went in together actually ^^.. we were offered a trail lesson.. so we took it! =D. annd.. there we have it! i leart to play the intro to a song.. one finger rock or smt. =D all smiles. haha.. well.. must
1)Be Relaxed
2)Be Focused.
well. there were 5 things to rmb. culd onli rmb these 2 i guess. haha.. =D.. well. yeah. playing and fooled with the electric, classical and acoustic guitars for a while.. i realli think that we could form a band soon enough. i buy my electric, we pool cash to buy marshall's drums.. and randford! aiyah! use ur desktop can liaoo! no nid to buy notebook kae? den u 1000 bucks can buy us a decent bass, bass amp. elect, and guitar amp. =D. also, u can use remaining cash to pay for lessons. =). i've become a good boy! i decided that we realli shuld learn basics. otherwise foundation nt good.. den paiseh. =pPp. dun even kno wtf is G-Major Scale. haha.. well. yeah. lessons wuld fix that =D.. if my parents allow, ima go for lessons.. then guitar.. well. me and mum share. half half. yeah! and its like.. $269. with 15% discount.. its.. $228.65.. for the guitar i want! woot.. haha.. i'm on my way to realising that dream. it seems so close! haha. =D
bought 3 new picks today. seemed cool. so i took them. haha.. btw, great technique on the drums marshy! keep it up. haha. =D. we'll form a band some day. jacob ee can be the lead singer [EEW] lol. turntables.. mj.. den err. lol.. bassist darren can do rite? =p. needless to say, randford and me doing guitar! haha.. budden.. maybe we not rock band la. haha. dunno.. if randford wants to do some funny shit with classical and acoustics.. i'm fine =D. we can be a punk band some other time. haha.. well.. maybe some pop/rock band. =D. haha.. having a classical or acoustic guitar in a band.. i figure it'd seem pretty cool. haha.. =D. and of course, marshall on drums. =D. anyone agree with my idea? disagree? comments are free for use. =) CLICK ON THE COMMENT THINGY AND START COMMENTING ARRGH!! lol. alright a bit crazy. srie. =D. wel.. enuff for tonight. darling also going to zz le. ooh shit its 2. and i nid to go to church tmr. at.. 11 am service... meeting them at 10 am. gonna be earlier yeah shit! lol. haha. i going to bring guitar. see if ran bringing anot. den can play together =D. nite peeps! and as always, i love u my strawberry sugar creampuff darling! mmmmuackxx!
eugene
||lon the journey of a punk rocker||
Posted at 03:04 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Saturday, August 07, 2004
ok.. firstly, i wanna thank darling for helping me post. ya. ok.
yesterday, well.. last night actually. last night, my grandma came to singapore. my mum's side. ya. the last time, she came here for operation. cos she broke her leg or smt. so they put a metal plate of some sort in her shin. now, that metal thing has given way. and she needs another operation. which was due today. during the event in school, i felt the urge to message my mom and speak some words of god. i messaged her. and she told me that it was a miracle! my grandmother was completely healed! when she got up this morning, she realised that she culd turn around in her bed, something she wasnt able to do previously. and.. she could walk without her crutches. totally! the doctor was puzzled, and he concluded it was a miracle. my grandma was discharged after looking at the X-Ray. the plate was back in its original position and without a hairline of crack, whatsoever. now, THIS is awesome!
ok.. now in school today. national day event. nt too bad la. just that maybe sound forgot to route the output 1-2, into mix? luckily aux output at full sia. loud enuff. ok. then.. well. i wun comment further.
journey afterglow.[musical afterglow ceremony] arrgh. so many memories. ah well. i guess life in av will forever be behind the scenes. i just wanna let the world know this. not that im groaning or anything. i just feel veri in-justified. the afterglow.. well. started off with a video. half way WMP encountered error. AUDIENCE JEERS. mj said CD problem. well.. not our fault eh? we restored in e end. good work media! keep it up! =). then. video end.. joon tat came down. shaun was assigned duty to pack canteen store. and me and joon tat proceeded into hall store to clean up the mess backstage created. AGAIN. well. i sound like a big crybaby. =). can u guys please keep ur equipment NEATLY everytime after an event? all of us want to go home, but none of us are going home unless EVERYTHING is neat and tidy. ok? if we leave it untidy, whats gonna happen next time? all e rubbish accumilate la. den how? next time cleanup who do? i believe i made my point. well. ok..
when we were packing up hallstore, they were singing "Journey". what a journey i had, thru the good and the bad, thru all of the troubles, the happy and sad. well. before that, the different departments had representatives to go up and give speeches on how journey felt. wtf? even make-up.. stage.. everyone. everyone was there. we were left out again? ah well. jus wanna let the world kno. yea.. once behind e scenes, always. behind. the scenes. people say. its just pressing the stupid button wad! eject.. play.. pause.. stop.. whatever. u do la! nt that simple ok?
well.. edwin came back to TMS today. he also commented.. [expected =)] so.. yeah. i read this somewhere before. i think it was the email jt sent to mr oh. ehh. yea.. joon tat. i quote ok? if u happen to read this and dont feel comfortable, pls msg me. i'll remove it straight away.
Relationship between AV and the rest of the school in my eyes is that AV has always been taken for granted. u may not see it but from the view of an AV crew member, u could see everything. the lies that people tell, the hypocritsy. we do not strive for the achievement but instead, we strive to achieve, to serve and not only to serve but to serve well. i would think that it is fine with us even if we did not receive any acknowledgement. but the fact is there that it is getting from bad to worse. i could raise a million of examples. 1st. morning assembly. everyday we do and we do quite well too. seldom are there faults. but yet there's still a rule that if something went wrong for morning assembly, we would receive 10 demerits. does anybody know that? i bet even the teachers do not know. and what if i have left 50+ demerits?. my parents called up? what would the principal tell my parents? your son accidentally screwed up the morning assembly 3 times. is that it?.. AV is not cheap elsewhere. the fact that this IS voluntarily and that we could quit anytime, why is this kind of rule implemented? dont u think it is really taking us for granted?. if i were to quit AV now, i bet my parents would go all out to support me. they will. -Quote NG JOON TAT
now. thats just a small part of the long email. well. yeah. summarising it.. its something like. yeah. mm.. "we do things right. perfectly? maybe not at all times. but with practice, yes. and.. recognition isnt there. it just isnt! i mean.. yeah. fanny was using our mic wasnt she? if mj had pressed the MUTE button.. i mean. or put fader to infinite.. put gain to 0.. stuff like that.. what wld happen? sku scold us rite? when things go right.. during normal assemblies even. i only notice mr eddie tan saying thank you over, and over, and over again. he's the only one. well.. its not so much about the recognition i'd say. but its the hard work we put into the thing.. i mean.. when we screw, please dont come screaming to us that we screwed up? but maybe try to understand that we're not here forever? taken for granted is exactly what i'll say.
well.. here's some sort of illustration. lets say. yeah. we rate everything upon a scale of 10. ok? 0 being lowest, and 10 highest. this is the satistfactory scale[audience]. when the event goes.. perfectly well. mics dont feedback. and things like that. lights are in cue. sound is in cue. bs is. and ts does a wonderful job. when these things happen. performers just take everything for granted.. their satistfactory lvl is.. 5? 6? maybe 8? but we did things perfectly! lets say.. for one performance. our.. lighting was static.maybe not much variation. well.. performers would scold us. they would be like.. why so stiff? can change colour anot? .. lets say their mic isnt on. they scold us. why is my mic not on?! but lets assume that the mic is on. wuld they say anything to us? thank you so much? well.. maybe not. so.. no matter how well we do an event, their satistfactory lvl is? maybe average 5. well. shitty and messed up i'd say. the audience esp. when the mic isnt on, they boo and jeer. wtf? what happens when everything is alright? nothing! well. thts all. disappointed. ya. =). nite.
eugene.
Posted at 01:07 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Thursday, August 05, 2004
writing on behalf of eugene..=)
erm..hi?yea.hi...kkz..tonight eugene has a headache[so do i] so i'm helping him write wad he told me to write..
first of all,i am VALENTIA!lolx..kayz..now doing my english..vocabulary--wait..i shouldn't be writing abt me..lolx.
FIRST MESSAGE:
Jacob..eugene says sorry he never lend you calculator..[izit?]
SECOND MESSAGE:
Wei Choy..eugene says the scars on your arm[dortz..i forgot wad la paisehhs]..duno wad dun engrave anymore..I'M SO SORRY..I CANNOT RMB WAD U SAID!LOLX.stm la me=)
LASTLY:
Rui Wen or smt izit?duno..=)
eugene wants to tell you that the presentation today was very good..[izit?]
I'M HOPELESS!!arghh..having headache now..eugene,i now taking the ponstan still have a few more tablets den finish..btw the synflax is wad colour??
rest well kayz darlz..nitey nite people..i'm sorry again..lol..paisehhs..stm la me..:Phehe..
good night.luv ya.
Posted at 12:28 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
well.. im usually never feelin like this.
i dunno what put me in such a mood.. is it the weather? am i falling sick? is it my results?
to say that it was a hot day today would be making an understatement. its extremely humid and warm. and where's the shower the radio was broadcasting abt? well. guess nothing can be predicted eh.
yeah. ok. well.. today was basically alright.. xcept for one teeny weeny weeny lil detail. yeah. guess that made my day alright. i was ok in the afternoon. maybe i din think abt it.. i feel the effect around 5.. after i got off the bus.. i thought abt what i wuld do when i got home.. talk to valen.. play mass shattered? my guitar? calculate and make a time table on how and when to save for my electric? i did none of those.. i went on shattered a while.. then realised that it was no point playing. i played my guitar for a few songs, learnt the theory abt barre chords.. my finger culdnt take it. and now im sitting here wondering why am i feeling so sorry for myself. i sound so pampered.
here goes.. today i got my chinese results back. i got 34% for the paper.. well.. i was not the only failure.. but i got the second lowest in class i think. joshua. how much did u get? i kno dominic got 24. well. i didnt feel too bad abt my paper. i even laughed. why am i feeling so sad that i got 34 now? i wont tell my parents at all.. i bet i'd be scolded like fuck. damn.
when i was pri 5, i was pretty ok with my studies. onli in my PSLE did i soar. in pri 5, the first CA, i got 59 for my maths. i came home in tears. i was crying pretty badly. i showed my father my paper and he comforted me and asked me to do better next time.. we went to see my maths teacher.. i forgot who it was. was it mrs veronica tan? i think so. yeah.. she said it was normal.. so. yeah.. my grades gradually got better..
this entire year. my entire sec 2 life, i passed my chinese, only once. with 62 or something. i guess that made my mid yr 50. otherwise i would have bound to fail. i only passed once. i failed every other time. what has gotten into me? am i becoming useless? will i fail my o-levels when im sec 4? what if i fail my Os.. what if i become useless. what if i tell my parents.[will they deprive me of my electric? sure they will.] what if i fail somemore. what if. what if. what if. what if valen's mom thinks im a failure and. well. yea. that wont happen i guess. what if[s] fill my mind.. i dont kno what will happen in the future.. what will i become. a total failure?
when i NEARLY failed my maths in pri 5 i was crying like shit. now i got an F for chinese and im still ok? or am i ok. i dont kno. did i get 32 or 34? i forgot even. why cant i concentrate in classes anymore? science, i'm fooling around. maths? miss chia's lesson? forget it. chinese? dont understand a single word. english? well. never good with whatever she's talking about. DNT? boringgg.. art? who gives a damn abt yusoff. Lit? rajah? nth to say. at least i pay attn in geog. im always scared of mdm suriadi. project work? how to concentrate! hes not even teaching right i guess. pe. mr soh. well. ok. i concentrate. but. look at the subs i dont concentrate in. im a failure arent i? when the chung cheng students came over, some of u may not give a damn. i think our class is getting outta control. we fool around in every single class. what kind of impression are we gonna give? dom will sae smt like: " who cares?" well.. i just feel that we're doing a real bad job as hosts. and yeah. balancing chemical equations? dom. ur a sore loser i guess. come on! just because that CCHS girl got it first, u HAVE to accuse her of cheating. how about if YOU went to another school. [no discrimination intended.] lets say. changkat changi. and u finished the maths paper first, and probably got everything right. how wuld u feel if everyone called u a cheat. copycat and all. think abt how others wuld feel before speaking pls.. dom. nothing ever goes thru ur head does it?
damn.. now how am i going to tell my parents abt my chinese i guess i jus wont tell. i.. think i'll jus go offline.
Posted at 07:47 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
hey. ok. this is gonna be short. im nt going to talk abt what happened today or anything. =). jus a brief summary. i woke up late.. 6.50. quickly chiong everything. den i got rdy by 7. cool rite. haha. so. ya. raining. my grandfather fetch sis to sku. den fetch me.. i think i got affected by e rain. e entire dae i sneeze like shit.. like sick liddat. ok, done. got chung cheng high student exchange prog.. so they came over. haha. quite a nice bunch i'd say. why my entire class so anti-cchs? =p.
ok. tonight damn wad lor.. i mean. ya. nvm.. my parents went to uncle john's mom-in-law's wake. mm.. darling was studying.. so i din realli wanna disturb ya? cos. aniwae.. i guess that even if i called, she wuldnt be talking wad.. cos. she's studying isnt she? well. maybe not. hhaa.. so in e end. ya. my parents came home. my father, e first things he says is : "eugene. i want you to go and sleep early tonight do u hear me? i dont want you to sleep the entire afternoon away tomorrow again. later tomorrow very tired. den cannot concentrate in class. u better sleep now i tell you."
as expected. i said alright.. i was in e living rm upstairs. so. i was watchin friends.. ya. den.. wtf. i got my facts mixed up darling.. haha. this shows how biased i am. everythig wrong is always daddy. =p. ok. sry. it goes like this. i told my mom that i was saving up for my electric guitar. then, i thought she'd be happy. becos she always says:" u wan to buy that thing.. save ur own money den u can go and buy anything u wan liao lor.." so i thought she'd be happy to kno that her son is learning how to save. in contrast, she told me: "har? another guitar? dont you already have one? is this neccessary?" oh well. i went up to my room. den i thought abt things that they teach us, but dont practise it themselves.. i culdnt help but start tearing. den.. my sneezing worsened.. so.. i started out on my guitar.. i realised that if i strum real hard, it sounds like an electric on overdrive.let the note ring. sounds great. so. yeah. i called darlin.. using hp. ya. nvm. =). so liddat lor. den my father. mm. nvm. i think i bettar go slp. later he make more noise. =) nites ppl.. haha. i miss the electric. so thin.. so smooth. so cool. but.. as much as i miss tht guitar.. i miss my darling more =) luv u baby//
eugene
Posted at 12:25 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Sunday, August 01, 2004
wow.. its amazing!
loL.. i knew i was crazy over electric guitars before this. but.. when i actually put my hands on a 2 electrics todae, i went mad. lol. and the bass was AWESOME! oh man. ran! we gotta save all our money. i dun care. i got.. 150 for this month. i going to put 75 bucks away for my guitar. i got abt 30 bucks saving. altogether abt 100 bucks liao. i going to work in that shop for the cash. whoa.. =D.
alright.. for those of u out there who are major lost here. ehh. ya. yesterday i went to catch a movie with valen and her fren. darren and charmaine went to another movie. =). so.. ya. they finished earlier. went in first.. so me and valen were late. but marshall was there waiting for us. so. ya. 3 of us went in 1 hr late. well. better late than never. =). no more condemnation! haha..
so. ya. aft that went to mos burger. mam mam. mm. valen went off early.. so. ya, ok.. den me and marshal went to look for my parents. i bought a wrist band. so cool! came in two. so. i gave one to valen. mm. kept the other one, haha.
alright. then we went home. marshall and me played shattered.. den i fell asleep. so marshall continue playing. den he slp too. haha. so. ya. =D
den todae. haha.. ming jie finally went to church =D.keep on coming ya? haha.. learn more abt god and his promises for everyone of us. =). valen and her mom came too =D. haha.. aright, after church.. went to pizza hut to eat. den valen's mum went shopping.. ran and marshall and ming jie run away. lol. left me and darLing. haha. ok.. mm.. not going to talk abt what happened ok baby? =). jus becos i "counselled" you, doesnt mean that i dont love u animore.. come on! haha..love u ok? =D. as much as i did. i mean this.. i want us to last forever. =)..
so. ya. back to my second love. e electric. wa liew.. ! I NEED MONEY! now i have this guitar fund. i put like. a bit of cash in there everyday.. den soon enuff i'll have enuff to get my guitar! ARRGH! e amp is 200! damnit.. cheong yew! control room that one dunnid la hor. gimme baa!.. haha. electric alone also abt 300.. but abt 200 can get one. e one i want is 300.. =.=. hope me papa and mama buy for mi bday.. lol.. =D.. den i happy new year. can use my house hi-fi set as amp. but cannot plug in my effects pedal. later blow system. e person saee one.. if i reali get my electric, then. yeah man! my neighbors are going to complain more. haha.. any electric players out there? wanna gimme some advice? i'd gladly take it =).. haha.. ee.. now strumming on my classical dun sound nice liao! ee.. electric with overdrive sound so much nicer! omg!!!! come on.. i gonna work for this.. anyone have nice jobs to offer? i'm being serious here.. haha.. eekkk!!!! i want it soo badly!
haha.. well.. im going to work for my guitar. no more mac on weekdays. no more un-neccessary cash output. more input bettar. yupx. wahh.. passion! i want the guitar! goosh.. haha. so.. weichoy! NO MORE INVITING ME TO GO MACDONALDS AFT SKU. KFC OSO CANNOT!! and changsong! u heard me too! no more inviting me until i bought my guitar.. haha. i gotta stop listening to rock! shit. e more i listen e more i miss the metallic strings on the heavy electric guitar. its so thin. so cool. so nice. so nice. SO NICE! ahh infatuation! i cant stop thinkin abt it. i'll be dreaming abt it tonight! woot! its sooo beautiful! arrgh.. feels perfect. like my darling. when i hold the guitar. its exactly like holding my baby. such a perfect fit. makes me think that we were born to be made together.. love u darling.. love u my future guitar.. =D haha. enuff postin for tonight.. mwuackx.. love u darling.. =).
Posted at 10:53 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Friday, July 30, 2004
well. tonight is a boring night.. =)..
haha. nutting much to do. jus rush my design and tech folio.. its crap. it has no effort at all, and my content is like crap. haha.. well. nvm. =p. mr ramli sae hand in blank also can. haha..
den got art. stupid yusoff. lol. now i draw liao. happy le? =p. ok.. haha...
sigh i veri bored.. darling veri quiet!! :P i wun complain u noisy one u kno.. haha.. e noisier u are e better. XD.. haha. aniwaes.. jus saying i luv u too dear.. =) i miss u so much too.. i just wish u were right beside me now.. den can give u a big big hug and a kiss to accompany that. =D
sigh. nothing much happening todae. i got selected for the what. international wad singing thing. o.0. supposed to go for what competition. den on national day sing or smt. -.- lol. haha.. i sure zao sia one. lol.x.
den afternoon go tuition.. sigh. haha. wait for mommy so long! nvm.. im home now.. haha..
ooh. darling jus let me watch this veri sweet and touching story.. a movie actually. on http://everstar.blogspot.com/
scroll down and click play. =). its touching.. luv u darling.. i'm not going to let u go as long as u dont let me go. =). i *kiss* love *kiss* you!
EuGeNe
Posted at 12:47 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Thursday, July 29, 2004
i said i wouldnt blog, i take that back now.
my poster is done. i've overshot the curfew. like i even give a damn.
haha. now i'm feeling much better. i guess my previous post was like shit because i felt like crap just now. i apologise ok? haha. thx singchang, for e comment.
ok.. haha. sorrie i was so useless jus now darling.. haha.. my words din help.. i shuld be saying sorry instead of u.. =).. muacks.. anything happen we shall comfort each other ok? i'll be here waiting for u.. =).. if u need me jus talk ok? haha..
so thats it. i have to go now. otherwise tmr i die le. haha.. ok? =P love u darling. haha.. we're in-seperable..
Posted at 12:24 am by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
hey yea. as much as i love my blog and stuff, i wun be blogging tonight i guess.
yeah. haha. im doing some design work. science project poster -.- due date tmr? wtf. this is stupid. lol.
lots of sht i dont kno how to do. i think shermaine and audrey going to slaughter me. my poster is going to be so fking ugly.
hey, yeah. ehh. stupid text rendering so slowly. -.- i noe i shuld have installed p.shop in my notebook. i dont kno where the hell my installation disk went to. aniwae, if i had installed on my laptop, i can do in toilet. cool eh? damn
wad shit.. i shuldnt be blogging. i shuld be chionging my poster. wtf. i nid to be in bed by 10.30? dad. thats a curfew. curfews SUCK. thanks.
ya.. valen hates someone. i know its not me, but. wtf.. nevermind. i guess she'll never know how i feel deep down inside. mm. nevermind.. i think i'll just keep it to myself. like ur keeping things to urself too. yeah. i sound so petty. u have ur own privacy. ah nvm. its nothing. i guess im just my over-protective self again. i better call maine and ask her abt some stuff regarding science project. then i'll break all my f*cking guitar strings playing some stupid chord. i cant break it over whole new world. i'd break my own heart. shit. am i useless or what. cant i just rewind time and start my life over again? so long since i last used this word. heck with everything. omg.i jus realised i wun be in sku for assembly on fri. gotta get duty roster done.
ya. seems so hard cheering someone else up when u urself are trying to make sense of ur own world. thats it. im going to rush my project. how it comes out i dont give a fuck anymore. sorry for vulgarities.. i mean. ya. sorry. thats all. i mean. ya. ok. nevermind.
no one will know. how much feeling i poured out into the poster. if i see it in class, i shall remember the stupid old me.
Posted at 10:07 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
whats with me today.. i dont know.. i feel extremely empty. dont kno.. i shuld just shake this feeling off.
mm. in class i was alright wad.. aft sku still alright wad. jus that during e break between last period and contact time.. i din go for lunch. dunno why also. den.. in class. i like veri bad to timotheos like that. i mean. he was pissin me off. i dont kno how. i so rarely get pissed off. maybe its his crazy face. i'm so mean. i wanted him to obviously piss me off. then i can whack the balls out of him. what's with me? i dont kno why i felt like that. im always the one tellin ppl to stop wacking each other. and timotheos seemed damn angry at marco. i dunno. i jus stopped their fighting. i wanted to disfigure timotheos so god damn badly. why am i feeling like this?
ok.. something's up with egnaro again. i shant post. ok? haha. jus that. mm.. when i see the pics. abt last year's entrepreneurship. i feel so.. memory-like. i mean.. everything is like a memory now. argh. what am i talkin ab. i dont even know. i cant make any sense of these thoughts. i cant put any of them in order. i jus. feel like taking more looks at the pics. mj? have any? i nid. thx. =). and.. mm. the enterprise period of time in my life last year was veri memorable. i felt so distanced frm those things.. i dunno.. but i felt happy. and yeah. i dont know why im like this now. its been so long since i felt like this.
mm. yeah. ok.. darlin? yah.. i just feel like. mm. nevermind. yeah. aniwae, up to u whether u wanna listen to those two guys.. yeah. aniwae.. im veri touchy tonight. i dont kno why. is it my dad? he's forever scolding my sister. he also go and scold my grandmother. doesnt he know that,when u put soup in a bowl, den put it on the stupid table, the stupid thing below will condense? den will have water on e table? tonight have cell at our hse. caregroup. yes i know. but the stupid table will be wiped rite? no nid to go and scold grandma for putting the stupid bowl there. wtf. so unreasonable.
ok. i took a break frm blogging. i distributed egnaro salary. to all those who i accidentally talked to. eg: darling or randford. yeah. =). thats it. haha. e sum. i wont post out here. =). kaess..
aniwae. abt today haha. stupid yusoff. i thought he gonna stop at 20 pumping. idiot sia. do 30. lol. damnit.. lol. ok. chinese. damn. i din kno got test todae lor. C.A. cool rite.. stupid sia. the tian[2] xie[3] han[4] zi[4] i only do two. and i think both also wrong. den the 2nd section. dunno wtf to do sia. i think its the storybk one rite? i dunno. mr niu jus sae tick and cross. so i tick tick cross cross. anihow. section 3. the one where they give meaning. u supposed to find e word. bastard. i left e entire section blank. ok. nxt.. is zao[4] ju[4] and wan[2] cheng[2] ju[4] zi[3]. i blank the entire thing also.. den got the short passage. fill in the blanks. anihow do. next is the li[2] jie[3] ce[4] yan[4]. i reading the stupid passage keep nodding off. keep falling asleep. wtf.. i thought 10 mins den chinese over le. i see wrong time table. lol.x i quickly chiong. den that section is. anihow do. last section. li[2] jie[3] wen[4] da[2]. i read e passage also wanna fall asleep. in the end.. i also dun understand what the stupid thing talking about. so. i think i also can die liao. 100% fail. if i pass, i'll thank God like crazy. =). i only did 65% of the paper. the rest of the 35% i leave blank. den out of the 65%, i think 70% is guess one. so die liao lor. get ready to get F for this stupid test. jus hope no parents signature. =).
err. ya. darling. sorrie if i get jealous easily or anything. haha. one dae i realli nid to give u a taste of ur own medicine. haha.. keep on saying that.. err.. lets see. ok. bev's eyes are veri cute!! lol. bev = example. bev is just an example. haha. her eyes are not cute. =p. not realli good at judging. i just know that i love u more with each and every coming dae baby. sometimes u make me jealous.. sayin that ran's eyes are so cute. sometimes. ya. liddat. but. nvm. i guess i can survive with ur assurance. =). love u.. hope u do too. aniwae. i'll talk to u in private soon kaes? =) love u!.
EUGENE.
[comments frm new ppl are always welcome. =D]
Posted at 10:45 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
Permalink
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
