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 MagiCbeGiNz
My Info Name : Lim Fang Jun, Eugene Age : 14 Bdae : 26th August 1990 School : Temasek Secondary.. [Yea man! TMS Rox!]
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Friday, March 05, 2004
... heehee..
idont know wad to sae le.
aiyahx.. i suddenly dont feel lyk doing management in AV le. i feel lyk doing sound instead.. joon tat.. when i said i dont want to do management animore? or rather : when i said ~ If u can find some1 else to do management, i'd gladly be replaced. being beri frank here ok? i mean.. yaR.. i dont knoe what i mean. hm.x. i mean.. lyk.. can replace my management position can le. maybe make use of some of the available sec 2 ppl? look fer talents yar? den can take over me. i'd be.. so satistfied.. thanks.x.. i suddenly lyk. dont feel lyk. continuing to type. sry to all dose reading.. actually haf lotsa stuff to sae. if i dun slp now, i'll never survive tml. sorrie. nitenite.
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Posted at 09:56 pm by MagiCbeGiNz
 | | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 10:40 PM PST
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| | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 11:12 PM PST
dun feel like doing then dun do?. gene. there are many things in life that u wont wanna do. and even thought now u have a choice, sometimes in life, u dont. are u just going to keep running away and taking the 'easiest' path? then let me tell u the easiest path in life. suicide. as much as i hate that word, that's the easiest path.. | |
| | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 11:12 PM PST
i dont know. ultimately it is still your decision. your life, your sky, your decisions. i can't fully understand how u feel, nor can u to i. nor can i to anybody else, nor can u to anybody else. for the simple reason that u are not anybody else, nor am i. just to tell u 1 thing. if u're going to let down everybody else around u who are working their best, at least dont let down yourself. ja. | |
| | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 11:13 PM PST
why did u get posted to temasek? why did u come into AV? why? ugly pretty stupid smart whatever, all of us were born successful. of what? of surviving.you want others to have confidence in u, to believe in u, u must have confidence in yourself first. how do u expect a person to believe in u when u dont believe in yourself? u promised me u will be strong gene. u promised me. and now u're not even a quarter into the heat and u wanna just give it up?. | |
| | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 11:13 PM PST
what i'm saying is a little harsh. but it's the hard truth and cold reality. maybe it's because u are rather sheltered from the rain and shine. that's why u cant see it. everybody is tired gene. everybody. everybody around u if fighting a harder battle. if the billions of people who are more unfortunate than u out ther can do it, i dun see why cant u. dont u ever stop to think how fortunate u are? out of all the wars in the past, why were u the one born to live this life? why did u survive? | |
| | | Shingkai
March 5, 2004 11:14 PM PST
u wanna know why i didn't come to school today? i took a injection a few days back and got 1 week mc. i didn't take the mc coz i had lots of tests. thursday nite i knew i couldn't take it anymore. friday morning when i finished work, i just blacked out. just blacked out. but i still pulled myself up just to come for AV. just because people say u suck at management, keep missing ques and losing control of the crew, u're going to give it up?. if u really do give it up, then u really do suck. | |
| | | Shingkai
March 6, 2004 10:49 AM PST
sorry for posting so many times. blogdrive dun let me post all at 1 shot. i hate blogdrive >.< go on strike. | |
| | | stanley
March 15, 2004 08:31 PM PST
bravo to joon tat! my sentiments follow his exactly. no point giving up... i was critized alot too during my tour of duty (ask philemon, jonathan, si hui or weldon.. i was almost expelled from av..) but in the end, i can consider myself to haf succeded in my task of the leading the crew. always remember that there will always pple who are jealous, and say horrible things. if u are affected by my statements bout av, juz remember the fact i haf a thing for using harsh-then-reality language... ;) perk up! | |
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August 2, 2004 09:16 PM PDT
hey....shingkai...chill~ | |
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