Feeling sad, i'm feeling lonely~and no one seems to care.

adapted frm a song i knew. its an old number. suddenly thought of it. it exactly depicts my feelings tonight.

i dont know what came over me.. i just.. feel sad.. and i guess i just have no reason... i feel down.. argh. nvm.. hope sleep helps.. like the last time. :) i finally made a smiley. ah well.. about todae.. ::

Todae.. X-Country.. so hot.. and must have shaun pour water over me somemore. idiot sia. :P.x. and what.. i think he lied... sae sth about qiu jin.. he gonna die. i dont lyk liars who hurt. and he hurt her. with lies. thats not good. well. thats not good. yaR.

btw.. PMP[principal meet parents] this afternoon = boRing.. i found our tt Miss Esther Lee oso reads my blog!~ [is that a yay or a boo? :p.x] have to watch my words frm now on... hee.x. but pls understand.. i pour all my feelings here.. it actually works.. hee.x so.. vulgarities now and den.. sorrie.. :).. i wonder how she knew in the first place about my blurty aniwae. [www.blurty.com/~magicbegins].. ah well. thats life. :px.

sigh.. still feeling down.. and music doesnt boost anithing now.. sIgh.x... i hope she calls to cheer me up.. wait hold on. she juz called. :p..x ok.. that cheered me up a bit.. hee..x feel better now.x.. :P.x.. its amazing how one person can make u feel lyk dirt, and another person can make u feel lyk ur on cloud 9. it really is amazing. well.. everithing is amazing i guess.. how i got to know her in the first place.. i remember that fateful recess.. and aft sch.. i wonder.. if i nv approached her.. would i have been where i am now? would i knoe so mani ppl? its good that i met her.. and i dont regret it.. its good. :) thanks for brightening up my life.. thanks for sharing the good and bad times with me.. thanks for everything.. all the support u have given me.. well.. i ought to go slp if i want this feeling to go awae.

nite.x.. alwaes thinking of u.. ~~ :) [nt gonnna sae anithing HERE. :p. not safe. hee.x..] hey. joon tat juz msg-ed me over msn.. here's his poem. all credit to JT i guess..

Eranda no wa Dare de mo nai sa Oretachi jishin dattaro?Michibikareru Mama ja nakatta Kirinuite kita nda (It wasn't just anyone who was chosen, but was it us alone? We weren't being guided like we are now, we were cut out from the rest.)

Seigi ga aku o norikoeteRekishi wa shousha no mono Watashiwa no mirai Watasenai sa(Justice gets over the darkness And history belongs to the victors.. I won't give up the next future.)

Osoreru mono wa nai saKagirinai chikara ga YadotteruKono sugata nara(There's nothing to be afraid of If these bodies are the ones An endless power dwells inside)

Makeru hazu ga nai no sa Minna no tamashii ga tsudotteru Kono sugata nara!

(We're are not supposed to lose, If these bodies are the ones, Everyone's spirits will come together)

Now.. that was meant to be applied to AV.. so pls..  co operate. thanks..

Nite.x... Slp well guys.. [Alwaes thinking of u.. Forever.. Hee..x.. my motivation.. my inspiration.. my Soul..] hee..x.. buaibuai.. :)

M4g!cB3g!N5
2240hrs..

Eugene Lim.. ~~